This is because he does not want ‘boasting’ about it to make
anyone ‘think better of me than what is seen in me or heard from me’. It is not
his one-off experience, but his life as a living instance of the grace of God,
that must prove his faith in Jesus. Indeed, to keep him from ‘being too elated’
he draws explicit attention to ‘a thorn in the flesh’ that constantly reminds
him of his real life.
We do not know what this ‘thorn’ was, but its role was to keep
Paul mindful of this fact: the discipleship to which he was called was not a
matter of elevated mystical elation, but ‘weaknesses, insults, hardships’ borne
for the sake of Christ. Paradoxically, it is only when we fully acknowledge our
own weakness that we are properly aware of the strength of God’s grace within us.
The Gospel passage from Mark resonates with this important truth.
Even Jesus, in whom the grace of God is brought to perfection, must confront ‘insults’
in his ‘own country’. Those who knew him as a boy dismissively discount his
message in the synagogue. They cannot see beyond their assumption, to the
prophetic voice he has become. This rejection is a prelude to instructions
about discipleship. At their heart, we might say, is a balancing act. True
Christian discipleship must avoid the temptation to seek self-affirmation in
either persecution or popularity, since both turn the spotlight unto ourselves,
and away from Christ.
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